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[15 May 2006|08:08pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

I was kind of bummed today and I'm still not happy. Their is absolutely nothing to be happy about anymore. It is also boring here and I wish I could just find something to do but their isn't anything to do and I don't want to go to some places cause it's just boring here and just not fun.

Eric is coming home next weekend for memoral day weekend of course and I get to see him. So that's something that'll be fun but I am not even sure what is even gonna go on.

I'm depressed and it sucks being single. Can't school be over where we don't have to see people together? -_- 3 more weeks to suffer with. Oi-vey. And people seem distant too. Which is making me frustrated and such too. It sucks.

Well, I'mma out of here. I'm probably gonna play a game or watch a movie.

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Summoning up [11 May 2006|04:45pm]
[ mood | content ]

Yesterday I got to chase Kristin around. Though, I think I should have eaten and such. Big mistake. I almost collapsed twice by the table everyone was sitting at because I grew tired and such. But I managed to keep myself up. Everything was okay though.

I'm doing okay at the moment. Stayed after school and then found out that Mrs. McDonold wasn't there. I don't see why they didn't tell us on the announcements. I think anime club is just screwed up because nothing is going on really and it being close to school being over. But I went to the Library with Lars and Alex. Then Alex(girl) showed up :D So we got to hangout with her and then Debbie Showed up. Haven't seen her in forever. It was great, so we all talked. And now the male Alex is gonna go by Ed XD

Anyways, Four more Mondays left. Yay!!!

I need to re-do a lot of my charater profiles. Even for Kizuki. Thinking of what I should do with her and also try and get a pic drawn or something. I'll figure something out soon.

Well, I'mma just poof now. Laterz!!~

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[02 May 2006|05:08pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Today has been great. I mean, I couldn't be any happier. Went through more Macbeth and my classes are getting boring. I hate doing things out of the books. I want to do something more productive like making posters and such like that.

Lunch was fun. I wish it didn't have to end. Life seems a lot brighter today. I'm glad that certain things have turned the tables because I don't have to frown or be sad anymore. My friends the biggest part of my life and always important to me. I'm just glad that we are spending more time together lately.

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[30 Apr 2006|01:18am]
[ mood | blah ]

Regina-sama :3 We need to rp sometime like when you get on. Hit me up on AIM when you get around. Need to make Hiro active instead of sitting doing nothing ._. I don't want anymore meaningless posts XD And you need to make some useful posts too. -nudges- o_o And no.. Shuichi, Hiro, and Taki can not have a threesome. :3 ^^ We shall piss Eiri off some how. Hmmm, dun dun dun.


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Her Confessions [29 Apr 2006|10:26pm]
[ mood | creative ]

She was always hopeing to hear his words.
The moment he spoke, it made her heart skip a beat.
She dreamed of the day she'd find her prince charming;
but she new it was silly.

Her confessions were written;
but unseen by those with wandering eyes.
To keep her secrets from those with warm hearts;
to keep her secrets from those who didn't notice it.

She sometimes wondered if he understood her.
Instead of looking through her like the mirror on the wall.
She sometimes wondered if things could have been different.
A day when he'd open his eyes and notice.

Her confessions were deep.
She looked up into the crowded class;
seeing all the eyes that looked her way.

She glanced his way, seeing his eyes were closed;
wondering if he was listening or figuring out if it was about him.
Her paper filled with words;
she would read them outloud.

In the end, he was never listening;
to the words she was trying to say.
But in the end, she was in her room;
practicing on her mirror.
This is her confessions;
this is her confessions.

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[29 Apr 2006|08:22am]
[ mood | okay ]

Well this is my 3rd entry this morning. This is one of my old poems and that I am posting it up. Thanks Ta-kun.

The Reaper

Sometimes when I dream at night.
He will come and take my hand.
When I look at him, he gave me a thrilling sight.
Baby tell me it will be alright.
When I'm sleeping, I will see the darkness.
Clouding the mind of the demented child.
Come fear the reaper, The reaper says as it repeats.
Come fear the reaper, Baby I shall follow.
His black robe sleeve, brushing against my skin.
Sending a chill through my body, while holding my hand along the way.
Baby tell the reaper, I'm not afraid.
Holding me till he whispers, Come fear the reaper.
His presence sooths my soul.
I never felt I paid this toll.
Baby come tell me a story, Of the lonely reaper who comes to play.
My soul vanished from within me.
As my courage turned towords dismay.
Baby fear the reaper, Like I'm doing now.
Creeping through the darkness, Like being on the prowl.
Baby fear the reaper.
As he will be your teacher.
He will carry you away.
From your lost dismay.
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Fits the way I feel and my mood. All In bold. [29 Apr 2006|08:02am]
[ mood | depressed ]

Pretty girl is suffering,
while he confesses everything
Pretty soon she'll figure out
what his intentions were about

And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head
And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head

Its the way that he makes you feel
its the way that he kisses you
its the way that he makes you fall in love

She's beautiful as usual
with bruises on her ego and
her killer instinct tells her to
be aware of evil men

And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head
And that's what you get for falling again
you can never get him outta your head


Pretty girl
Pretty girl
Pretty girl is suffering
while he confesses everthing
pretty soon she'll figure out
you can never get him outta your head

its the way that he makes you cry
its the way that he's in your mind
its the way that he makes you fall in love

Its the way that he makes you feel
its the way that he kisses you
its the way that he makes you fall in love, love

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[29 Apr 2006|07:47am]
[ mood | awake ]

I went to sleep early last night. Put on "Pretty girl" by Sugarcult on repeat and put myself on away on the IM's and then just layed down and eventually went to sleep. It's a thing where I lay down and fall asleep cause it happens everytime I do it. I wish I would have been up and him on the IM. I want to get my .hack//sign game back, so I don't have to worry about not getting it back. So, I am going to make sure I get it after the weekends over. Well, I guess thats all for now. Shall update later.

I wish I didn't have to learn to fall out of love. -yawns-

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[28 Apr 2006|09:14pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Today was a really sunny. I got to admit. It's one of the best days cause the sun is out and it's better than having rain. Rain is so depressing. The sun makes people happy and it's better that way. At least I think so.

Anyways, I don't have anything to do this weekend. Earlier today I went to the store and had to get somethings and then I had gotten a David Bowie CD ^_^ Weeee, I'm a nut. I wish I could find cds with the Labyrinth songs on it though.

Today we got to go through more of Macbeth. I can't wait until we get to pick characters and act them out like we got to do with Romeo & Juliet last year. 2nd period was boring. Did a handout and that was it. Next time in class we are suppose to start Sex Ed. 6th period, we went through more genetics. Blah, that stuff is getting a bit boring now. And 8th period was a little boring but I just did my work and then went home.

I like listening to music. Music keeps me occupied when going home on the bus and such. .-. I'm still banned from that site until the 4th or something. I wanna get more music. -sniffles- But I can't until they unban my account XD For having a multiple account <_< I'm bad but I didn't know.

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What Is Your Role In A Relationship? (Male and Female, detailed results with Anime Pics!) [26 Apr 2006|04:10pm]
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[26 Apr 2006|03:48pm]
Ahem, well I've got a new journal. So the three who I've added, letting ya know it's me, Jennifer. =) Ummm, I think thats it for right now.
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